Hi dear one. I suppose by now you have gotten messy and created? i wonder what happened in your discovery...how you feel about what you made? I love those times when what you envision suddenly spills out in the way you hoped. It seems the vision is not what is often reflected, but something more or less. Both of which are beautiful.
I have discovered many things this weekend. Many worth sharing in person. What I will share here though, I feel more at peace and more in touch with my heart...which wants to love and love big~
in this moment, i want to get messy. i want to put this laptop, this work, to the side and gather the paints and papers and glue and brushes and just create. i haven't had this stirring in a long time. i haven't had these whispers of "yes, do it. right now." in a long time. and i am so thankful for the gentle, firm teachings of my friend kelly rae that has awakened this in me again.
now, i am left to wonder if i will listen to the insistent whispers or if instead i will simply do what i am "supposed" to do. the clock ticks on the wall and i try to figure out a way to do everything my heart wants (needs).
miss you so much... wondering what you are up to in this moment...
tonight i am reflective. i have learned so much in these last few weeks. i have failed. cried. gained clarity. dusted myself off and began again. i think you have been walking a similar road. and so, i wanted to send you a note for your next journey, a very big journey indeed. an unfolding of your dream. dive in my friend.....feel me holding your hand. feel yourself rooted. sending you my love. ~j
it seems today that the only thing i can do to prevent my head from exploding from too much work and worry is to just simply SLOW DOWN.
i realized recently that everything i love best involves a certain slowness. so i am watching carefully to see if i can get any inspiration.....miss you~
two friends who wish they lived in the same town and could show up unannounced with projects, hopes, flowers, food, inspirations in hand and curl up for an afternoon of tea and the warmth of true understanding.
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